The point is, I don't think the team has quit, yet. That's when they lose me. I think it is embarassing to have to run out AA pitchers and Smoltz who are designated for assignment after they do terribly in the bigs. As bad as this team has been playing, and the questionable choices that have been made on the bench and the front office, this is a good team, at least when it's going right. Mind you, i don't have any expectations, and think that some good things have to happen for there to be October baseball, but I'm not giving up. I'm just scarring over a bit too much for my own well-being.